Its been while since i have wrighted last time journal...Im not really journal person, i keep things inside me and work thru em slowly with time and so on.

Anyways thought that well i could for change to type journal here...
I had pretty okay day at work, had looong day at work just came home, well not totally now now, been about 20mins at home. It was busy day, new stuff came to our shop, posters, pins ect. Had to take old poster shelf away and put new to old ones place. Then one of our regular customer sayd that hey your helping hand (who is my mate who sometimes to see me at work, so i can eat and use toilet when im alone at work. Yeah there are busy days that if you are alone you really dont eat ,drink nor do anything else then work work.) has got "famous"( also he does not really work there, just helps time to time so i can have brake to eat ect, so no payment, but he knows what he does cos he has worked same kind work much longer then me). I was like uh what you mean? then he told that someone had posted some sort forum post, how our store has gone from good service to crappy, cos the new male person there, and the word was not even male or man or not even person. It was critic of his look and what he probally eats and his sin ect. I was like wtf, i had to see it on my own eye and man it hurt...i mean if you arent happy about our customer service, please do tell us. We love to get feed back and know what possible went wrong with you ect. But if you start ranting how other person looks like , what he eats ect. its totally crap..no i say shit!!!'
I was like sniff and felt really bad for moment at work, biting my lower lip and thinking why?! Then slowly with talking my mate and boss the thing in the end turned to laughter but still it stings...and yeah i know things from net should leave there and dont care but well it did felt.

In end and shortly...If our customer service is someting you dont like, please tell us. we take feed back glady to our ears, and fix things if there is need for that. But god do it like normal human being, nicely and explaingin why the heck you are unhappy, was the price too much, dident i say hi to you, smiled to you enought ect.


uh i go ranting...enought this...


To other news :3
i finally have my head scanned to see is there tumor (again) or is it time to do some other testes what making me feel suddenly dizzy and legs loose all strenght, confuseness and womiting, and well im pretty much out for moment. Its really annoying since this has been bugging me over 3 months, and it feels its getting worse every time...so well tomorrow i hear/see is there someting what DONT belong in mah head. It makes be bit nervous but i think positive and im sure there is nothing to worry! I lett you all know when i know more whats going on :3

I bought two beautifull big vinul sticker on my laptops upper case, to make it more like me. One pic is luis royos picture and another is victoria frances pic, they are soo pretty=^_^=

Well that pretty much the new stuff for now...and well i keep doodling and rarely but sometimes i do take commissions :3 but now i go doodle and listen music and just trying to relax after long work day, and trying not to think too much the IF possibility ;3

Neomi The Kissotus